all the lonely people
where do they all come from
if only we could have a way
to keep ourselves together
i googled myself on the internet
a sad solitary shit
and found an entire website
of people dedicated
to their sad loneliness
i finally understand where my
old flame
was coming from
she had htat movie website
the one i was on too
beause of her
just because of her
and i still regret
not taking the chance
not locking lips with her
when she was partly sober
and tears ruining her makeup
complaining about
the intense solitude
even with that guy with her
he's nothing
that's what he is
that's all he will be
in the other room
my sister giggles
with her friends
real friends
nto imaginary ones
like the ones i should have right now
to keep me company
but no
im stuck in this purgatory
its fine
at least its not hell
but somehow i feel like
that's where i'm headed
all the metaphors in the world
wouldn't express this
im moving away soon
hopefully everybody will be lonely there
and i won't be so lonely anymore
